Compared to the other texts we’ve
read, this one displays a stark difference in its treatment of the summit. The
final third of his book revolves around the fact that he actually summited,
while some of the other stories devote merely a paragraph to the top of the
mountain. This can be explained by Norgay’s personal reasons for climbing.
His are markedly distinct from other climbers who seek personal gain. Norgay
criticizes those who try to dominate the mountain or approach “the peak with
aggression, like a "soldier doing battle" (257). He believes that "express[ing]
gratitude” (257) is the only way to experience a successful climb. This
perspective on truly respecting Everest is starkly different from the
imperialistic mentality that many people assume – climbers whose primary aim is
to be the “first” to do something. In comparison, Norgay justifies his climb with the hope to
bring himself closer to his father and to understand his father’s life. His
father didn’t spend much time with him during his childhood, and although
having bitter feelings towards him, Norgay deeply respected and admired him: “his
absence was what I had resented when I was a boy – a boy who wanted to join him
and be with him, and grow up to be like him” (124). Norgay’s father and Sir
Edmund Hillary were the first men to summit Everest, and because of this,
Norgay’s motivations for actually summiting Everest made reaching the physical
summit itself more important than it was for other climbers. If Norgay hadn’t
actually reached the summit of Everest, arguably he would not have found the
“first step, [the] beginning…of a new and different life” that he equates with
reaching the summit, and he would not have been “freed from following [his]
father” (290).
By
actually summiting Everest, Norgay could transfer his anxieties about his
relationship with his father and his struggles with his father’s death into
finally reaching the summit. “My own attachment to my father lingered…until I
climbed Everest. I feel that I released him on the summit. The respect and the
love and the memories remain today – but not as the attachment, the push and
pull of father and son, the compulsion to please and impress him, or the
stinging desire to have him back” (301). If Norgay hadn’t physically reached
the summit, he would not have had the accomplishment of achieving what his
father first did, and he would not have completed his a journey that paralleled
his father’s. Norgay says, “Both of our dreams have come true” (255); summiting
Everest was both Norgay’s own personal wish and his father’s desire for his
son. By accomplishing his summit attempt, Norgay not only carried on his
family’s name and continued the Norgay connection to Everest, he also achieved
the consuming dream that both he and his father had focused on.
By
summiting, Norgay proved that he was his father’s son. His photographed pose
atop the summit resembled his father’s: “My pose, I saw later, was not
identical to my father’s, but its mirror image. My climb was similarly a
reflection of my father’s, reflecting his life and his values, yet distinctly
my own” (257). Without reaching the summit, Norgay would not have been able to
complete this parallel journey that was so important to him. More importantly,
he wouldn’t have been able to make it his own and separate himself from his
father. Even though the 1996 Everest expeditions were riddled with
tragedies, on a personal level, without actually reaching the summit, his
experience would have been clouded by the failure of not reaching the top.
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