Herzog’s expedition up Annapurna involved an incalculable
amount of gains as well as sacrifices. The gains, primarily emotional, mostly
occurred throughout his ascent of the mountain. While making his way to
establish Camp III, Herzog recounts, “I felt in splendid form and as if,
somehow, I had found a perfect balance within myself—was this, I wondered, the
essence of happiness” (111). Similarly, immediately after summiting the
mountain, Herzog exclaims, “How wonderful life would now become! What an
inconceivable experience it is to attain one’s ideal and, at the very same
moment, to fulfill oneself” (144). These periodic feelings of ultimate
happiness and fulfillment were interspersed with physical sufferings of
altitude sickness, such as loss of appetite and deterioration of mental
processes (141). The benefits of an adrenaline-induced emotional high seemingly
outweighed the physical injuries.
Yet the question remains: Did Annapurna justify such risks
(141)? Herzog’s near-death experiences in such a desolate, removed environment
certainly made me question the tradeoff between gains and sacrifices. Certain
ultra-descriptive portions of the text evoked overwhelming feelings of nausea
and disbelief at the thought of Herzog’s physical ailments. After suffering
from severe frostbite, for instance, Herzog experienced what he considered the
worst suffering of his life at the hands of Dr. Oudot. Herzog explicitly
describes his physical convulsions, shriveled arteries, and clotted blood that
all gravely threatened his life (182). After surviving various amputations,
Herzog later discovered that his “foot was harboring a batch of wriggling
maggots” (218). I originally intended on including the entire description but could
not bring myself to review the remainder of the passage. To what extent is one willing to sacrifice to
reach the summit?
On a completely different note, I found Herzog’s
interspersed commentary on local Nepalese inhabitants, including both women and
his sherpas, peculiar and slightly offensive. Upon entering the village of
Tinigaon, Herzog views the natives as “extremely primitive and revoltingly
dirty” (42) and later accuses locals of being unreasonable, for “here we were
still in the dark ages” (201). Granted, life in the 1950’s did not involve
nearly the extent of global sensitivity and respect of cultural differences as
exists today, but I still found his commentary a bit naïve. Herzog also
observes the local women with an almost voyeuristic eye, desiring to take
pictures and forming infatuations with young girls (65-66). Giving Herzog the
benefit of the doubt, I will assume that his interactions simply reflect a sort
of culture shock; however, such expressions would not be as widely accepted in
literature today.
I think that it was very interesting how Herzog changed his description of the porters once he was completely reliant on them as he descended the mountain. Before he treated them respectfully, but like Lachenal, saw them as "beasts of burden". However, after summiting this all changed and he began talking about them in a reverent way. While I suppose one could contribute this to whatever epiphany he may have felt at the top of Annapurana, I cannot help but to notice the change in power roles. He only starts calling the Sherpas intelligent and other complimentary things once he goes from being in a position of power to a position of dependence and neediness. However, this stands in contrast to his acceptance of the party kidnapping men and turning them into porters as they came across them. Clearly he did not revere the common folk of Nepal despite his kind words.
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